I worked hard for success in this age of blood and stone,
The game of need is hard to own.
Nothing gained and nothing sowed,
Just a headache within this pavement that i roam.
There was a marvel upon the sunshine filled sky,
I saw it with a clear mind and an unfocused eye,
Because as soon as I started to focus in,
A vision of insight appeared from within and took control,
It was as if the sun had shone It’s luminescent light just for me for the very first time,
What was I supposed to see?
What was I supposed to know?
Was it a miracle that I shouldn’t have been shone,
Do some see what others cannot,
Is my observation something that I can’t stop,
But why,
Why wouldn’t I cherish fates design and embrace my path that I will unfold over time.
Your dreams will always find the avenue to permit the escape you need,
You will find what you’re looking for when fate deems it to be,
It is in your experienced knowledge of your past which that knowledge is given,
It’s given when you cant understand and fully grasp, the perspective of the reality.
I have not been myself in sometime now,
Because I forgot how to listen to the wind and I forgot about the soothing sound that the melody can play on your ears,
If you surrender to the nature of your will,
In return a calming peace forms within,
Just in the moment you realize this kind of thing has happened before,
You understand the internal ritual and the bond that you share with mother earth,
A connection that you’ve always had
Sometimes the stress of these days are more than I can bare,
I know I’m still young and these kind of things I shouldn’t care or pay any attention to, but these things are on my mind and sometimes there’s nothing I can do.
Except soak up the sun and forget about it for a while and try to relive the anxiety I seemed to have built in life.
Life is weird with how it will flow,
All the pain and tears aside looking back over the years I stand and sigh,
It’s a relief from not really knowing because of the way things were going,
But I can certainly understand that with my hard work and these hands I hold my dreams at my command.
It was just as I thought it to be, a dream with a sound image of our memory.
It haunted my thoughts and it ate at my soul, because of the choice I made to let you go.
There is no reason to explain the regret in which I have from the past days that had left myself in doubt,
And the confidence that had once been strong had parted ways when we split, only gloom filled days of myself feeling sick
What I was feeling was my guilt for leaving you a wrongful guilt,
I have come to realize over time that it takes two to make it work, my choice is my choice and this is my life and I have to live it no one can live it for me.
The light,
Incantations of praise,
Thoughtful luminosity,
The primordial waters of life begins Decay,
Dreams descend,
Wounds heal,
The universe is grown by the cosmic blood of our veins,
Our organic celestial soul emanates life,
Within.
The light,
Incantations of praise,
Thoughtful luminosity,
Life begins
Decay,
Dreams descend,
Wounds heal,
The cosmic blood of each universe is revealed
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