I love the sex you breath when we’re both starring eye to eye to just to get that last final reprieve,

I can see locked in your eyes of how you truly enjoy me so, not taking it too fast

and not taking it too slow, just making it right to let all of our pleasures flow.

Let me bask in the beauty of your soul,

Let me revive the sorrow mind that you now hold and let me kiss your gentle lips until the morning unfolds,

Let me look upon your starlit eyes holding the truth, just to be falsely accused but not how I feel about you.

You are heaven in just one sight it is until that night that the smoke cleared,

That your true identity was revealed,

It was concealed in the honesty that you should’ve given,

And what’s muttered in only a few words, “screw him”

It’s a definite pause of character of who I though you were supposed to be,

You were something else that I didn’t even see.

The other day I saw two lovers locking lips so intimately fused,

They were gradually kissing in a magnificent groove,

Their bodies burned embers that were rubbed from their souls,

And the ashes from the two were mended in this bright fluorescent glow.

For them, time is paused their energy is locked in the moment that their now apart of,

And you could see with envy that they are two parts of a heart connected from the start

and they have that original love that your now starting to dream of.

Nothing like it that I have seen,

Bare bones alone with all your friends,

Could I be,

Just one in you to see,

A true vision of love,

Could I ever see what she wants,

Will she ever see me twisting my bones with all that has passed I.

And could this be a dream and could she be true,

Because nothing seems any bit real when you lost all that you can feel,

You have nothing except your empty soul,

You are bare bones alone with no love of your own to condone.

I lye awake perfectly still, watching the clouds roll past the window sill,

The cool breeze seems to creep swiftly upon my cheek,

As I dream of the days where I held your hand and of the days where we were able to speak.

Their hasn’t been to many days where I’ve dwelt in my past mistakes,

And their hasn’t been too many days where I thought about us and I promised that I’d never let another one like you slip away.

I thought that you wouldn’t flake out on my this time,

At least that’s what you said when both of our bodies were entwined,

But look how fast your interest wasn’t where I was at and nothing of any priority was on us from your behalf,

There is nothing I can do except close the door to the feeling that I had, walk away and just laugh.

I woke up sad this morning because I saw you in my dream,

It brought me to a place where we were hand in hand and our love was the naturally given thing,

And I was completely saddened by this moment and this scene,

The thought of you made me cry,

For what I had and it brought me down on my bending knee all at the sight of you and I in the past light.

But that was the past and the not what the future will hold.

We shall not fool ourselves beside the night,

Drifting our thoughts into the open night,

Casting our dreams upon the stars as far as we can gaze upon the cool silent air.

It’s all ill connected the thoughts the feelings the true sight of love you said you wanted that night,

And now a only a couple of weeks later cold shoulder and no love accepted,

Just the empty dialing of your phone number,

No reason and or message why, just an untold, unheard goodbye.

She was a beautiful misconception of love that I never should have been given,

And it didn’t make any sense of how I acted when she was leaving,

She was crying and screaming at me because of my unemotional feeling,

I just turned to her and tried to tell her but your leaving,

So what’s the sense of me grieving,

If in a couple of seconds your going to walk out that door never to be seen again,

If you want to leave than go,

But my love and my soft touch from now on you’ll never know.

Only the true visions of love shall set you free,

It was within your eyes that I could tell you and I would be,

It was when I saw you standing you were an angel in disguise pure beauty completely unrecognized,

Although not by me and I knew that you’d be by me side and these feelings that I’ve had

I would no longer have to hide,

But before you come and deliver your love I want you to know what I’ve been thinking of,

And I want you to know all the pleasures we’ll face,

Because when you’re with me you’ll be treated with complete style and affectionate grace.

Walk alone with so many around,

You can’t see or feel what’s here and now,

I feel this sound that sticks to my bones,

No noise is bad noise with so many to be found,

It’s so easy to see,

The real me,

Feeling free,

Just to listen to this sound coming from my head,

Splitting It apart at the seams.