Who do cry to when there’s nobody, who do you smile to when there’s everybody,

Who do laugh to when theirs nobody left inside, why can’t these dreams just go away of you and leave me to cry.

A vision of love came with everything she said,

As the joy of her voice danced in your head,

Everything you believed or envisioned suddenly came true,

With this most innocent voice talking to you,

You never thought possible for one moment in time that you could be with this woman of true beauty divined.

That’s the way life can be one minute lovers low the next your high and you’ll swear you struck gold.

Like an amazed little boy who’s found a new toy,
He grasps here breasts with every inch of desire,
Her lower muscles clinched to his,
Pumping their will one by one,
As the sweat pours down in beads like rain,
No attention is paid,
Their desire is everything they know,
Trying to fulfill each others pleasure is the goal,
You can feel the love and the hunger radiate off their soul,
Beating breathing just to keep one more push until the end as they both explode.

I have counted many days that are gone, and the only regret that I have is that I ever felt sorry for the choice that I made when I was young,

Sure I felt bad for making you cry that wasn’t my intention of course it was bound to happen, although now it really doesn’t matter why,

Everyone back then disclosed my feelings and the choice that I made, for what they called a mistake,

The only mistake that I made is letting everyone including you make me feel like shit for controlling my life the way I saw fit,

And the bigger mistake was letting you get close to the people that I loved and let you pour your manipulation of bullshit,

When now you don’t even communicate like you did and was it just to make me feel like shit.

A man came up to me asking for some change and i stated that we could all use a little change,

He repeated no i need some change and i said yes you do.

As i walked away, he yelled crazy, i turned around and said probably,
but i am not begging for a change.

It is so very inviting with the sound of the waves crashing upon the beach,

I sit still framed from the rest of the world,

As all my cares are pushed passed my reach,

With all this beauty right in front of my eyes it’s hard to think of the world so I won’t even try,

But as I close my eyes I can see your face and I wish you were here by my side,

Wishing you were here to soak up this beautiful place,

That is where you should always be,

And we’ll be reflecting each others love back and forth for the whole world to see.

But that is never how life turns out only in fairy tales,

Or in my thoughts and feelings that are displayed here but she was real,

Now only a fading memory and that’s OK,

Because it was great to have been with her and to have held her.

But the vices of my soul that will kill me drove her away and yet I haven’t changed,

I have to do it for myself and not her.

I can hardly stare in your eyes,

Because if I stay too long I won’t be apt to leave,

It’s so hard the undeniable passion that we both have

And that you won’t admit that this could be real,

And how real my love is and how real we could be,

I hope that when the time is right you’ll think of me to take you out one night,

And that’s all I’ll need to show you what true love is supposed to be like.

I have seen a variety of lightly colored hues become abstracted from my view,

And it’s all because of the memory of how I lost you,

The crying the pain,

It doesn’t stop the days from mending together feeling like it’s the same,

Though I know the days have past,

And I just can’t escape what happened back then.

There will always be a place for you deep inside my heart,

But I found a woman who deserves a rightful start,

So this is good-bye and farewell,

Because it’s not like you’ve cared anyhow,

Only the rudest cold shoulder which I probably deserved, hmm, oh well!

I was sitting quietly in yesterdays sun,

I was thinking many thoughts although I only cared for one,

It was your face that appeared in a glowing angel white,

It was the way you walked through the door of my mind that set my soul a fright,

And now I’m sitting quietly in yesterdays sun thinking about our reunion that I guess will soon come.

I have traveled many roads,

To see my life suddenly unfold and all at the presence of your feet.

You were an angel in disguise although I saw it threw your eyes,

And now I’m retreating in such a sweet defeat,

This love I could have never seen

Only ever dreamed and now hoping for.