There you were, you sat next to us to sit down and eat,

Simone a beautiful soul,

I could tell by your laugh and your smile,

You had an angels glow and you held me in such sweet defeat,

And as we talked and laughed we got to know each other and our past,

I felt something more, more of a connection and like everything else I was leaving and it couldn’t last.

I was waiting up just to talk to you,

It was hours until your call finally came threw,

But it was the sound in your voice that gave it all away,

I could just tell that you had somebody knew the very next day,

Maybe it was the chit chat in your conversation,

Because usually you’d just cut to the chase and this wasn’t any specific occasion so there’s no need to save face.

Right then I knew I had been such a fucking fool,

Your beauty swept me up and completely blinded me,

Your love was only to use me like a tool.

And where it was,

Was the standing point in which I was now apart of,

There are no reasons to explain just the memories that I have in which I see your name,

Erased are the feelings that I had,

But the time just isn’t the same and we are nothing more than memories held in vain,

To a love that we shared long ago in our day,

But this isn’t our day and had you been a little bit stronger with all of what we had, our friendship could have at the very least stayed.

I peer off and I look into the sunshine of your soul,

I can feel the warmth of your body radiate and I can see it threw your eyes as it casts a beautiful glow,

If I were blind I’d still be able to see,

because I know that I’d be able to feel the glow of my angel and she would be right beside me.

I fear the words that will reach the tip of my tongue,

I fear the context that I’ll use will be of an uncertain one,

When it all reaches it’s boiling point of critical mass and it’s about to blow,

I hope I know where I’m heading before the consequences flow.

I think about you after you leave,

So why won’t you just give in to the possibility that something between us already exists.

And believe in the unification of our two souls,

We were perfect for each other and that this is something that you didn’t see but you should know,

Although as perfect of fit we may be, it’s ultimately your decision for us to hook up successfully and be,

So I’ll tell you true from all my love given to you, that this love is true blue

I have watched only but days pass threw my eyes and only in the memory of the moments that we shared get left behind.

I guess it were the times when I was young foolish and scared,

We were both convinced ourselves that there was nothing to fear.

But now that we are older,

The lives that we have led and the friendship that we had has grown much colder.

Somehow for the life of me I can’t figure out why we had to part as friends because all of what we had, and as close as we were

a friendship should have always been.

When you were lying in your bed, with my picture in your hand did you think about our good times or did you think about our bad,

Did you ever sit and reason why or how we came to an end,

Or did you ever wonder that maybe it wasn’t all me that brought both our hearts to our crying knee.

Because I sat and wondered why our love was so true,  I know in our relationship we often times felt blue.

Though much of our past and much of our time I loved you so much and I knew you were all mine,

Now sitting back pissed off at myself thinking of how you’ll never speak to me at all holds me so close to what I wish was the end.

I lye in bed at night thinking of you seeing the same vision although I know it’s not true,

I’ve been thinking of how I want to be with you,

And thinking of the past days regret and how our love was like no other,

And now for some reason somehow I knew I’d be the one to screw things up.

I feel it so deep inside your presence echo’s a comfort when I look upon your eye,

Blame it on you, it’s so easy to blame it on me and it’s ok to face the day to feel everything at once,

Once you feel my love and my pain you’ll feel me at once with my touch we’ll be the same,

And with each others comfort and with each others pain we’ll hold each other once again.

Did you even miss my touch when we parted ways, or did you have somebody else waiting when we said what we both had to say.

Was there a reason for your unreasoning,

Or did you just want to be free, and bath in the lust of which you now breathe, Broken down by endless alcoholic nights just to have it felt food at the end of the night,

Good as it may felt, a sleaze is what you are now.